VENUS AND MARS

Into the night 
We were searching for  
The light of the day
A secret escape
The stars were so bright 
They lit up the sky
Your soul next to mine Together entwined

Tic  toc
Tic toc
Is there something to say
Are we being blown away 
Tic toc
Tic toc
Is there something to do 
Is it just me and you 

Into the night
We were dreaming 
of living by the sea   
together and free 
The stars were so bright 
They lit up the sky
Unwilling to fade 
With the light of the day 

Tic  toc
Tic toc
Is there something to say
Are we being blown away 
Tic toc
Tic toc
Is there something to do 
Is it just me and you

LET ME DISAPPEAR

Let me disappear  
Everything seems so unreal
I can’t stay away from you 

In this mess I made 
You’re a thought i can’t erase
that is why I feel so blue

If I were someone else 
It would be easier 
to face what’s next
The time has come my dear 
I’m gonna fade and disappear

You should know 
How it feels
to move in a circle 
Losing direction 
We should know 
What is true
Our ghostly bodies  
Me and you 

Help me disappear 
Everything  seems so unreal
I can’t stay away from you 

If I were someone else 
It would be easier 
to face what’s next
The time has come my dear 
I’m gonna fade and disappear

You should know 
How it feels
to move in a circle 
Losing direction 
We should know 
What is true 
Our ghostly bodies  
Me and you

DEEP DARK BLUE WATER

Love is like water
deep dark blue water
You told me that day
We got lost in the rain

It’s hard to forget it
I feel like i’m drowning
It’s cruel yet so sweet
To sink in your sea

Back in the day
We were caught in the rain
Twisting and turning
fading away
I feel like you are the one
I feel like heaven is gone

Inside the water
Deep dark blue water
the tide is so strong
I just can’t hold on

Love is like water
Deep dark blue water
It’s cruel yet so sweet
To sink in your sea

Back in the day
We were caught in the rain
Twisting and turning
fading away
I feel like you are the one
I feel like heaven is gone

CHOICES

Today i thought about my youth  
choices not made
The untold truth
I thought about my wasted years
Unfinished plans
My hidden fears

Regrets, I’ve so many
It’s hard to skip forward
I need to move on
‘Cause I’m going nowhere

Today i thought about my dreams
Choices i’ve made
Troubles i’m in
Forgotten hopes
My high school years
Places i’ve been
Cheap souvenirs

Regrets, I’ve so many
It’s hard to skip forward
I need to move on
‘Cause i’m going nowhere

Bad decisions
Wrong desires
I need to quench this fire
Big mistakes
Sad remakes
I need to fix my pains

Go ahead
Make my day
Come away with me

FOR MY DEMONS

Hello my friends
What have you done?
Where have you been?
That look in your eyes makes me wonder
December frost covers the fields
As evening falls
Like hungry wolves we are still wandering
You smile
I face the truth that’s left behind
We got lost
And there’s no way back home
So why is it so hard to realize
If there’s still something worth fighting for
It’s time to wake up now
To choose sides now
Black clouds
All around us
It’s time to wake up now
To choose sides now
Black clouds
All around us
So why is it so hard to realize
If there’s still something worth fighting for

RUNNING IN CIRCLE

All is gone
Time stands still
I’m getting numb
It’s hard to move on
I tried my best
You used to say:
‘Go fuck yourself’
I just can’t blame you

Over my shoulders
Love pushes me under
It’s a weight that I can’t lift
We are running in circles
Next to each other
But so far away

All is gone
The moon has now
eclipsed the sun
It’s cold and dark here
You used to say:
‘I’m always right,
Don’t waste my day’
I just can’t blame you

Over my shoulders
Love pushes me under
It’s a weight that I can’t lift
We are running in circles
Next to each other
But so far away

BLOOD ON MY HANDS

Open your eyes
See through my disguise
I went into hiding
For such a long time
Could you wait for me?

There’s blood on my hands
All over my face
Wounds are still bleeding
I’m falling from grace
Could you lie for me?

Is there a dreamland
Or just a secret place?
Is it our curse to fade without a trace?

After all these years
The scars’ve been getting thicker
Innocence is gone
But everything is undone
We move on like shadows
Memories of the past
There’s no turning back

Open your eyes
There’s blood on my hands
Will they get clean again?
It’s hard to pretend
Could you try for me?

Is there a dreamland
Or just a secret place?
Is it our curse to fade without a trace?

After all these years
The scars’ve been getting thicker
Innocence is gone
But everything is undone
We move on like shadows
Memories of the past
There’s no turning back

Open your eyes
See through my disguise
I went into hiding
For such a long time

I AM LEGION

Take me out
Someday we’ll meet again somehow
I’ve lost my way   
Maybe it’s just too late

Sick desire
That’s how you set my heart on fire
How does it feel?
A wound that never heals

I guess it’s time to say it’s over
And face the things we left behind
So take my hand
And hold me closer
Don’t ask me why
Just wave goodbye

Take me out
Someday we’ll meet again somehow
I twist and turn
Because you make me burn

I guess it’s time to say it’s over
And face the things we left behind
So take my hand
And hold me closer
Don’t ask me why
Just wave goodbye

I’m gonna miss you
It’s hard to forget you
What’s done is done
I feel your presence  
Slip through my fingers

You and I
Silent shadows
Moving in circles
Searching for peace
Fading out
In the distance
I can’t see you
You can’t see me

I guess it’s time to say it’s over
And face the things we left behind
So take my hand
And hold me closer
Don’t ask me why
Just wave goodbye

I’m gonna miss you
It’s hard to forget you

You and I
Silent shadows
Moving in circles
Searching for peace
Fading out
In the distance
I can’t see you
You can’t see me

DEAD END

Come to me ’cause i feel down
Hold me close i’m losing ground
Days go by and you’re not here
I can’t stand that no more my dear

Wake me up i cannot move
You know there’s no time to lose
Days go by and here i am
I’m too tired to pretend

I guess i’m falling down
It doesn’t matter where i’ve been
It’s not a secret now
No matter how it all began
Believe in what i said
Even if everything is gonna be left undone
Lost in the dream we made
inside the cage that holds my heart

Come to me ’cause i feel down
Days go by without a sound
Say goodbye to your dead end
Leave this godforsaken land

I guess i’m falling down
It doesn’t matter where i’ve been
It’s not a secret now
No matter how it all began
Believe in what i said
Even if everything is gonna be left undone
Lost in the dream we made
inside the cage that holds my heart